I’m at a loss for words here. If you could have held on for one more day, to hear the words that we had to say, maybe you wouldn’t had to have disappeared. I climbed the stairs up to your room. It was full of your things but still felt empty. But I guess you knew that. Brother, you were never alone. I’m so sorry, so sorry you didn’t know that. You were never alone. I should have been the one to pick up the phone. Now I’m stuck here with “what if’s” and “I should have known’s.” There never should have been poison in your veins. I should have been a better brother to ease your pain. There never should have been poison in your veins. I should have been a better brother. I’m called to be the light, but I left you in the dark. I’m worse than a dog with no bite and all bark. Brother, I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry.
released October 21, 2014
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